If I Go Crazy...

"If I go crazy then will you still call me Superman?
If I'm alive and well, will you be there holding my hand?"
- 'Kryptonite', 3 Doors Down



So this is my Ao no Exorcist OC Rhiannon Okamoto in her "psychotic" mode. And yes, that is meant to be blood on her side.

Rhiannon is a masochist. If she's been in pain for too long, or the pain is extreme, we end up with this... It's happened quite a few times in our epic role plays in ...
Once she "loses it ", Rhi hardly realises when she gets hurt and will keep going with her "mission" (whatever it might be) until she drops dead, or faints, whichever comes first. After a few minutes or when the pain has become way too much for a normal person, Rhiannon falls into "seven-year-old" mode (basically, the seven year old self inside her which is, y'know, innocent and misses her brother Teige, etc. Basically, her inner thoughts and feelings come out...) and then faints.
And once she wakes up, she doesn't remember what happened (which makes for lots of awkward moments). Rhiannon blames the psychosis for her brother's death, even though it wasn't strictly her fault....

Also, despite what it may look like, Rhiannon's never killed anyone. Ever. Not even whilst like this. In fact, she's only ever shot two people (non-fatally) who weren't demons (but one of them was possessed and the other a half demon, ok....). However whilst in like this, Rhi doesn't really draw the line between demon and half-demon... but she would never hurt a human.

I drew this with a lead pencil and scanned it on. I was too scared to do a proper line art with my fineliner....

Rhiannon Okamoto (c) Me
Ao no Exorcist (c) Kazue Kato